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Hollow

from Foolish Warrior by Wülf Boi

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A song about seasonal depression and a bus ride

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[Hook]
I don't wanna be here
Thesis to my existence
High volume, damaged ears, route one in the distance
In front of the other riders I'm trying to act sane
When in reality, internally, I'm at war with my brain

Mood swings often move in stealth
I go from hating everyone else to hating myself
It's hard to know this hatred comes from my mental health
Cuz the thoughts feel as real as reality itself

Deal with the hand I'm dealt, listen to sad songs
It's hard, when it feels like having the feeling is wrong
Everybody tells me to count my blessings
So why does therapy always turn to a crying session

People would kill for the life that I'm living
But recently, having a shitty day is a given
I greet the people and driver with vacant expressions
and board the bus, crank my tunes up to eleven

[Hook]
I've been hollowed out, no longer there
I've been hollowed out, no longer care

[Verse 2]
Feel like you're from another planet, phone home
That might explain the gray matter exploding inside your dome
But chrome plated ufo is yet to be discovered
So for now just try to act normal around the others

World has gone to shit from politics
So shit, google how to book a flight to mars for kicks
Then google a faster way to leave the planet
Then start to get concerned with what you're planning

You could never go through with it, don't be afraid
But in your train of thought, the idea starts to invade
What would happen if you stepped out into traffic
Or jumped off of a bridge, why deviate from the classics

Guns, slit throats, suffocation, third degree burns
And then the bus pull up to school, it's your turn
You think it's best to just ignore
Put on a happy face so you can hide the rotten core

[Hook]

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from Foolish Warrior, released January 12, 2017
Written by: Wulf Boi
Performed by: Wulf Boi
Produced by: Wulf Boi
Sample: I'm Not Human At All (Sleep Party People)

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